To my beautiful Pagan friends;

Don't ever let someone tell you that what you are doing is wrong. Don't let anyone tell you who to be or what to think. You are wonderful the way you are and no one has the authority to judge you. Much love from me to you all! And merry ye meet and merry ye part!

I am a lost soul. I don't know where my heart is anymore. Have you ever pushed someone away because you were afraid and then starting falling in love with them? I've hurt him before and I don't want to do it again, but I cannot find away around him. He hasn't entirely moved on, but this is all new to me. I've been in love once. That's it. Now I feel I've lost my mind. I tell him that I'm not interested, kind of as a protection from me. Right now I can only love him from the inside and it's killing me. Advice on this please?

I am admitting I am desperate for friends. I live in Utah and I know two other Pagans here. It's lame. I want to be accepted and want to really know people like me. Right now i'm just lost. Much love to you all.