I am a lost soul. I don't know where my heart is anymore. Have you ever pushed someone away because you were afraid and then starting falling in love with them? I've hurt him before and I don't want to do it again, but I cannot find away around him. He hasn't entirely moved on, but this is all new to me. I've been in love once. That's it. Now I feel I've lost my mind. I tell him that I'm not interested, kind of as a protection from me. Right now I can only love him from the inside and it's killing me. Advice on this please?
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I think I know what you are feeling (more than just the boys). My story: I fell in "love" wit h one of my best friends in high school but was not confident enough to do anything about it, even though we liked each other. Now I left the LDS church and he is ending his LDS mission. I have put a huge flaming sword between any possible romance between us due to stupid religious differences (I fear he will never see past his religion). |
Follow your heart, Ashlie. I regret the things I haven't said or done far more than the things I've said or done.
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